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Thursday, October 19, 2006
10:00 PM
todaes thursdae . and there's the day where i n0e ig i go up sec 4 . it was a emotional moment f0r f3-5 . jie , abbot and me were telling each other to luagh all we can b4 we g0t back out papers . so we were out there laughing in the hall .
miss lim was aiming at our class , alwaes stand around us . well , soon , it was 1130 .
that was the deciding moment . we waited for miss ng to come in the class .
she then started saying the critera for going up to sec 4 . but , i scolded her and siad we noe all this lah , no need tell us . ( bad thing d0ne by me ) , no ch0ice . i was anxious .
she started to announce the 10 ppl who's marks were moderated . 1 down , ..... until the last 1 . my name was nt called . then came the w0rst of all time . the last 3 . 2 retained , 1 go h0pe . she called terlan , the 1st name to be retained . then hosefa . i was like almost in tears soon . then the last 1 , she called junjie's name .
for the first time , i felt upset about my friend . and i cried f0r the first time very badly . everyone in the class saw that . i am sorry .
it was hard to control my feelings at that moment . i was disappointed to see junjie go down h0pe 4-2 . i contiuned crying till dunno when .
jie , dun sad . go appeal . i sure u can go up f4-5 with us .
after sch , we went for the dental . what the hell . stil have to come back for another appointment .
i was lucky to have gone up . said miss ng . well , i have to thank SUM1 . HENG ......