=)

2008-03-10T17:35:00.003+08:00

back from worship and music retreat.
understood the real meaning behind worship. ^^
had fun throughout.
above is one of the photo taken during the retreat (break time)
i went high and ask daryl to lushstrike me. =D

my appeal was successful also.
thank God for answering my prayers.

quite a busy schedule for this week.

tuesday - miming practise
wendesday - teen games (soccer)
thursday - clean up my room
friday - teen games (soccer)
saturday - OTO
sunday - service

sorry for the late tags reply:

Cindy: thanks.

xuanqi: I GOT IN MAN! so lucky ah you. haha.

anne: thanks, i got in yeah!

laozheng: thanks, i got in!

LINS: haha, so nice of you to think of me. i got in college east. :) linked too.

jef: -.-

anonymous: hello. you're?

2008-02-28T08:24:00.002+08:00

ABCs of Life

Although things are not perfect
Because of trial and pain
Continue in thanksgiving
Do not begin to blame
Even when the times are hard
Fierce winds are bound to blow
God is forever able
Hold on to what you know
Imagine life without his love
Joy would cease to be
Keep thanking Him for all the things
Love imparts to thee
Move out of complaining
No weapon that is known
On earth can yield the power
Praise can do alone
Quit looking at the future
Redeem the time at hand
Start everyday with worship
To "thank" is a command
Until we see Him coming
Victorious in the sky
We'll run the race with gratitude.
Xalting Go most high
Yes, there'll be good times and bad times but ... ...
Zion waits in glory... where none are ever sad

to be continued ... ....

2008-02-20T10:55:00.002+08:00

Business IT - ITE College West Clementi.
that's the course i am admitted to.

still i want to appeal for Accounting - ITE College East.
and even if the appeal is unsuccessful,
i know it's God's plan for me. :)

It’s not how I forgive, but how I forget.
It’s not what I see, but what I feel.
It’s not how I listen, but how I understand.
It’s not how I let go, but how I hold on.

every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Perhaps God want me to become acquainted with many different people in the course of my life, so that when you meet the right ones, you can appreciate and be grateful for them.

Love doesn’t require two people to look at each other, but that they look together in the same direction.

2008-02-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

pon work today.
haha, also didn't feel like working.
called my boss and tell him i sick, need to see doctor. :D

went out with tania, sheila, ruijing and amos.
round and round plaza sing we go,
didn't know what to do. :DDD
sian.

something happened after that,
then we went back home.

headed for reunion dinner at my grandma's house.
ate to the full. :)
slacked a while before going home.

oh yeah, happy new year!
happy birthday to daye too!

now i hope it's just a 'joke'. *sits there and calms himself*

tags reply:
pikachu: haha, welcome. :)
laozheng: okayokay. :D
dawn: SAMSON! :D

2008-02-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

met pikachu at J8,
searched around for her cute present.
finally gotten raichu's present le.
haha, hope she likes it ah.
if not...
kidding ah. :)

this is confusing. *thinks deeply*.

2008-02-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

8am to 1pm shift today.
felt alright, wasn't too tired.

went to church after work.
accompanied ryan to KKH for his follow-up.
back to church after that.
dosed off on the desk. dun know why suddenly so tired leh. :D

played soccer for a while, then home sweet home. :)

another day of work tomorrow.
8am to 3pm.
:D

after work, meeting pikachu at J8 to buy present for raichu.
haha. :)

2008-02-03T17:41:00.000+08:00

slept at 12am last night.
so tired.

service today, and holy communion and feb birthday get together. :)
gave pikachu her present. :D
jeredy and me smashed the cake on ericson's face. :)))
haha, anyway.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO DAYE AND ERICSON!
God bless! :)

bought ben and jerry's ice cream for Kindness 2 with bryon.
shall eat it next week eh. :D
6 tubs, 3 person to 1. :)

went back home after that.
have to pack my room up. :D
after that my QT.
then sleepppppppppp!

tags reply:
juls: *smiles, naively.*

2008-02-01T12:42:00.000+08:00

dearest Kia Wei,

I've seen your blog already :D
Just wanna tell you that i'm really happy for you and i'm truly very proud of you.
Getting a C5 from a F9 is indeed a huge achievement and you know you can tell yourself that you worked hard and did your best.
I saw it in the weeks before your exams, your willingness to do many math papers so that i could mark it for you. Don't think that i'm disappointed okk cos i'm not.
I truly am very very proud of you and you made me even more sure that i want to teach in future.
It was really nothing that i did because i enjoyed myself while teaching you and getting to know you so much better during the O-levels period as well.

Anyway don't be too disappointed that you can't get into a poly ok?
You know you have done your best so ITE must therefore be the path that God wants you to take.
I'm sure He already has a fantastic plan for your life so you just gotta trust that the Big Daddy is going to give you only the best stuff, and nothing but the best. Even though sometimes the things He wants to give us might not be what you want for yourself, just have to trust that God has you in his hands and everything is going according to His perfect plan to make you a better child of God, shining like stars for Him.
Who knows, 2 to 3 years time, you might look back and really truly thank God for putting you in ITE. Oh, and just to let you know that there are a lot of options even after ITE, like poly. So just make up your mind to do your best and enjoy yourself in your time in ITE and leave the rest to God alrite?

okk.. i know you're still working..hope the work environment has been really fun and interesting for you.
remember to rest well also alrite.. chinese new year is coming!! yay!!
oh ya.. and i'm so excited for you that you're stepping up to serve in CYM e.g. leading worship for OTO
i'm sure 2008 will be a year of excitement, challenges and growing to be more like a child of God for you.take care and i'll be missing you and praying for you in Lancaster :D:D

luv juls

had a feeling to share with you guys about this email from juls.
it was awesome. :)
i know i've thanked her many times,
but i've also learnt an important lesson from here.

never take things for granted.
eg. brothers, sisters, friends, close friends, family members.
God put them in our lives, to help us in different aspects of our lifes.

even if one is busy with work or school,
a simple msg from you can make a difference.
to show how much you care about him/her.
and how important the friendship/relationship means to both of you.

2008-01-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

2pm to 6pm shift today. :D
dun know why, tired eh. :(

met up with tania, amos and ruijing to catch movie.
in the end, never. ARGHHHHH!
nevermind then, went to find chai hwa, daye and wei wang at cineleisure.
went shopping instead. :)
bought a berms from GAP. wee! :)

alright, things are getting on.
and i have to support myself since i am working. :(
sad luh. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-01-29T20:42:00.000+08:00

another day at work.
2pm to 7pm.
okay okay lah. :D

going sleep early tonight, prepare and pack all my things tomorrow morning. :)
uncle chai hwa asked me if i want to be the worship leader this sat for OTO,
i agreed. :D

trying to find people from my CG to play keyboard for me. :D
alright, i update tomorrow. :)
nights!

2008-01-27T22:10:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

Cindy: haha, okays. thanks! :)
juls: Yeah. and you're greatly missed by all of us!!!
lynx: haha, orhs. i go find it. :D
laozheng: Okays. :D
peichuan: hello mei! :)
SomeOne: nice nick, but so sorry. i don't know who you! hahas. :)

Gotten back my Olevel results.
English - D7
Combined Humans - F9
Mathematics - C5
Combined Science - C6
Food And Nutrition - D7
Chinese - B4

JULS! I PASSED MATHS! but in my opinion, i think i've disappointed your hard work. :(
though i am happy i improved from F9. :)
thanks for being there throughout my O level periods.
without you, i don't think i'll be able to pass Maths.
i was only able to choose ITE, therefore,
i chose Accounting in ITE College East as my first choice.
hope i can get in.

yesterday was the 2nd OTO session. :)
passage was on Moses and the burning bush.
understood quite alot lah. :)
also pre-celebrated Amos Wei Wang's 17th birthday with a lovely cake from Kindness 2!

today was service.
after service went to Swensens with Mdm Sharon and Amos Zhi Kai.
nice treat eh. : DD

shopping after that at town with Mdm Sharon, Boon Teck, Juntat.
finally bought my stussy jacket. :)
though it's light green eh. :(
bought another jacket from topman too.
wee! love it. :)

tomorrow work starts at 6pm, end at 11pm. :) happy happy!
God bless!

2008-01-22T02:00:00.000+08:00

kiawei and cindy!

charmander and pikachu!

had our first OTO session last sat.
shared among our CG- goals for ourself and the CG.
I really love Kindness 2!
hope we will still be as close even when we 'multiply'*multiply* - split into 2 groups.

sunday was service, took a few photos with cindy aka pikachu. :)
played soccer after service.then went to work. :D

afternoon shift today.
same for tomorrow. sian. :(
nights!

2008-01-19T11:25:00.000+08:00

haha, finally i blogged!

so many events happened throughout this month of January.
alright,
- first of all, 'i'm taking things as it comes, slow and steady.' *hint*
- secondly, life at toastbox is quite alright. with free bread and stuffs to eat.
- thirdly, i've been praying for many things everyday.
- fourthly, O's results are coming out real soon. although i don't know when lah.

went out to many different places with many different people.
many pictures are taken.
but all of them are not with me.
so i find some day to post it all up. :)

she's innocent eh. :DDD

2008-01-04T21:24:00.000+08:00

been's long since i blogged.
so many things happened and it's the start of a new year again.
2008.

went for Kindness 2 retreat on the 29th and 30th.
i can really feel the bond and love between us.
we had so much fun during this short 2 days.
and most importantly, we've grown.

slacking since i quit my job at action city.
finding a new one though.
hope toastbox calls me!

this song's nice.

straightjacket feeling lyrics

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be,
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
Off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me,

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
grip falls away

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me,

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

tags reply:

Lijun: merry xmas too! sorry for the late reply. :(
LINS: hello! haha! nice to know you ah.
lynx: lols.
raichu: HELLO RAICHU! haha.
jef: yo, long time no see too. :)

2007-12-19T22:00:00.001+08:00

off day today.
went out with my 2 brothers, anne and junie, and mdm sharon.
ate at seoul garden. :)
mdm sharon bought me Esprit socks for my Christmas present. thanks!

had my 6 Faith chalet(2002 class) last november.
had lots of fun too.
long time since we saw each other.

took 2 videos and one of which i was being forfieted.
happy watching!

2007-12-16T01:11:00.000+08:00

slowly putting things together.
everything is still alright. :)

working at bugis is fun yet tiring.
quite a number came to find me!
amos zhi kai, rui jing, venetia, bin, doucas, juliana.
adrielle, amanda, shermay, anne, junie, boon teck, mdm sharon, jeremy.
of course, my two brothers, sokhuy and junjie.

from tomorrow until 28th.
i be working as cashier!
wee! slack at times only. :)

tags reply:
Tania: anything's up?
juls: written by myself. :)
Hansel: hahas, it ends tonight now! :)
Cindy: hey! try, very busy ley.
lindsay: hello! :) duh!
lynx: :D
hmm: good question. :D trying my best to be one faced, don't worry about me.
worry about yourself first. :)

2007-12-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

我知道是我的任性，是我的执著把你带走。
我无法再欺骗自己，无法再说我不爱你了。
我骗得了你们但骗不了自己。

我希望可以有多一次机会，一次让我补偿的机会。
能不能不要离开我？
能不能留在我身边，在需要时，来保护我。
在我伤心不乐时，安慰我，逗我笑。
永远陪着我，让我成为一个快乐的人。

我知道是我婆婆妈妈，使我无法作决定。
但真希望你能读到这一些，因为这都是我的心里话。
是我一直不敢承认的事实。

不管一切是否太迟了。
但我还是要说声：我爱你！

过了今晚，就是我放弃的时候了。

no worries, not emo-ing :D
it's only when you have everything,
you've got to scarifice something that is of a special sentimental value. :)

2007-12-03T00:34:00.000+08:00

i want thank GOD for what i prayed for.
he's answered everything. simply perfect.

was discussing with chai hwa if i should go work by 11am.
he told me to stay for the whole service to worship GOD.
and i did.

and GOD gave me my desires. (shall not elaborate)
i will continue Lord, to pray for my needs.
and to worship you forever.

sometimes things just gets better.
and better.

I Love You God.

I am going to live life my own style. : )
happy happy!

2007-11-29T09:16:00.000+08:00

Delight yourself in the LORD, and He shall give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4.

God knows what exactly i want now.
and only He will be able to give me my desires.
He will answer my prayers, like how he answers every of our prayers.

PEEPS!
I'LL BE WORKING AT BUGIS, ACTION CITY!

2007-11-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

when things get fucked up, looking at your picture eases everything.

2007-11-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

service today.
the GB girls were there, saw xuanqi. :D
took a group photo with the GB girls and my CG, Kindness 2.
next week's our last CG.
time flies, i still remembered the time when i just joined CYM.
i didn't really know much about:
- christian and God,
- important life values,
- that studying is seriously important
and many other things in life.

i really want to thank God for everything.
He guided me through the good and bad times of my life.
times when things seem to go crashing down, He made things possible.
i know i am still not close to you Father,
but i know deep down that i will make the effort to do my quiet time.
it's only when i am walking with God,
mircales happen.

just a little more time,
and i do everything in great faith, knowing God you are with me always.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

alright, here's a special thanks to JULIANA!
- having such a patient 'tuition' teacher to teach me Maths for my O's.

Thank you for taking out time to teach me even though you are SUPER busy with your own work. even though i started late, and i was not that fast in picking up the formulas and understanding of the questions, you never lost your temper at me. if it was some other people teaching me, i think they die before they finish teaching. LOL.
and i know sometimes the way i talk to you is a bit rude ah, but don't take it to heart yeah? you know my character right, kidding one. :) now O's are over, and you are busy preparing for your exams, i hope you can do well! As for my maths results, i leave everything to God, for i know i have done my best and i hope i will not disappoint you. :)

SPECIAL THANKS TO CHAI HWA + the other staffs TOO.
they were there everyday when we were preparing for O's.
praying for us when we took our exams.

Pictures of Sentosa, my birthday and church outings.

2007-11-17T02:59:00.000+08:00

finally had the time to update.
busy working nowadays. :D
still, i will find time to spend my quiet time. :)
maybe i should do it on the bus when i am on my way to work.

alright, thanks anne (grand-daughter) for helping me to update the other post.
oh yeah, chai hwa, why never tag when you come my blog? LOL. :DD

i pray for everyone to be in good health (especially those in CYM)
and Father, you will take away all their troubles,
let them know you are by their side.
Amen.

tags reply:

lijun: okays. : )
iloveonglai: LOL! thanks for admiring me.
Kim: Hey!
Tania: i dun like your girlfriend! : D
Anne: sian man. i found another job intro-ed by xuanqi. sell PILLOWS!
Cindy: LOL.

2007-11-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

I'm helping Kiawei to blog!:D
Guess who am I! Ok, nvm.

Apparently, Kiawei found a job,
Working from 9am-9pm everyday except on sundays. :(
Poor Kiawei!
So, I guess he won't be updating very soon.

From Kiawei:
i've got 2more granddaughters!:D
junie & anne! :)

spongebob is more than just spongebob! :D
that's all.

2007-11-10T03:48:00.000+08:00

9th November

sokhuy woke me up around 1pm. :D
prepared and went down mac to meet him.
slack for almost 3 hours there.
nothing to do, except talk nia. LOL. :)

zhong wah came to meet us later.
off we went to dawn's house for the BBQ.

we swimm-ed first, while waiting.
the water was freaking cold lah. :(
i tried doing flip-over, failed. =X
style sia, if i can do. :)

BBQ-ed around 7pm.
ate like there's no tomorrow. :)
quite full sia.
they suggested playing catching,
but in the end,
home-sweet-home!

God, give me the disclipine to start my daily quiet time with you.
Amen.

tags reply:

Tania: LOLLOL. what onglai? hahas. :)
jef: hahas, give it a try jef? thanks!
juls: Okays, noted!
lynx: funny? :D
peichuan: mei <3!
Cindy: huhs?

2007-11-08T13:50:00.000+08:00

went for dental appointment yesterday.
the doctor tightened my braces, OUCH!

town-ed after that.
sokhuy, boon teck, joey, jeremy,
anne, natalie. :)

headed to cineleisure for lunch + movie.
sokhuy and me lunch-ed at long john. :D
while they ate at some sushi restaurant.

after that, watched the game plan.
a-hem, a-hem. : D
quite funny. :)

went our separate ways after movie.
sokhuy, boon teck and me went shopping.
went to almost everywhere in town.
counldn't find out what we wanted.

in the end, bought mine at far east.
home-sweet-home after that!

Anne, i like spongebob!
(inside secret)

tags reply:

Tania: LOL. come lor. :)
Cindy: :)
Jef: hahas.
koalabear: hahas, okays. :)

2007-11-07T01:38:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

xuanqi: YAY MAN! HAPPY HAPPY!
shermay: hahas. how you came to my blog? :D

well, O's is officially over. :)
my books are all thrown away!
hahas.
my purpose for going through secondary school,
is to wait for this day to arrive.
and it has. :)

have been lacking of beauty sleep. :(
many many things to do!
still couldn't find a job so far. :(

pool-ed again today.
sokhuy, boon teck, daye, amos, me,
lynette, tania, ruijing, sheila, amanda.

too bad for tania and lynette who were underage,
the lady told them to go out. :(
next time we go those that can bring you peeps in!

dinner at parkway.
ta-pao LONG JOHN'S with sokhuy and daye. :)
smart eh. :D

walked to east coast after dinner.
some went their separate ways.
left amos, ruijing, sokhuy, tania and me.

sat at the place above the sea. LOL.
not really windy today huh. :D
cabb-ed home after that!

here's my schedule for tomorrow.

-dental appointment (9am)
-FUN TIME with the PEEPS!
-town with sokhuy, boon teck, joey, anne and natalie!
-job hunting!

nights, it's 2am and what am i doing?
LOL.

2007-11-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

tag replies:

anne: hahas, welcome. :)

LAST PAPER TOMORROW!
O's is finally reaching its end.
what's next?

-job hunting
-sleeping
-slack!
-sentosa FUN!
-chalet :)
-dye hair (shall wait till it is long long!)

so many things to do after O's. :)
pool-ed today, sok huy, junjie, junhao, norman.

here's the list for tomorrow.
-pool
-dun know liao? LOL.

2007-11-03T00:26:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

xuanqi: LOL. that's a damn zai post right. hahas.
tania: ah nia ah nia!
juls: thanks!
melody: thanks!

2 more papers before my O's is officially over!
weets! happy happy!
slacked today like O's is gone, LOL.
went to daye house for some 'finger therapy'. :)

after that, headed back to church.
slacked there too.

5 plus, slowly made our way to TP band concert.
boon teck, anne, junie, 'special', and me went.
quite high though, halfway through, we zhao!
wanted to go watch movie le, but too late.
went to have supper at geylang. : D

all of us sent 'special' to kallang mrt.
then junie to kallang.

and we cabb-ed home! so tired!
my bed is calling for me. : D
i suppose i will not wake up early tomorrow? :)

2007-10-30T21:30:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

xuanqi: eh. :D
Cindy: lol.
mei ling: LOL MEI LING, you get kidnapped i also haven kena yet. :)

It's all fate that you meet someone you love out there in the whole vast world.

Getting loved is a bliss but getting love from the one y'loved is a total blessed blissing.

It's an incredibly magic when you change for no one but love. Love, so sweet yet so bitter at times.

Nevertheless, each happiness today replaced the sorrows that seems to vanish into thin air yesterday and it intrigues you the new lovely beginning of tomorrow. Not just a deluge of sweet whisperings, but heartfelt words coming from within your heart.

Love, was never an epitome of perfection, not 24 hours sweet, the bitter aftermath, tasted alittle sweetness and saltish with the taste of tears that brought us closer, knowing each other in and out, the ability to read each other like a book.

This is all love, l-o-v-e.

right now, i don't think she knows lah. :D

I know someday that you'll be by my side,
cause i know God's just waiting till the time is right.

I pray until that day.
When our hearts will beat as one.
I will wait so patiently.
For that day to come.

2007-10-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

如果你给我再一个机会, 我会牵着你的手不放开.
She's a mystery
I'd do anything for her
She's the one I'm after. :)
XXXXXX ?

2007-10-26T10:49:00.000+08:00

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go

My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

如果你给我一个机会，我会牵着你的手不放开.

2007-10-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

times of uncertainty, **** care.

2007-10-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

you walked away & left me there all alone.
i count the steps that you take,
do you see how much i am missing you right now?

well, some things cannot be forced.
i don't wish to force you either.
take care on your own.

2007-10-19T11:43:00.000+08:00

to you:

好想再问一遍,
你会等待还是离开.

还要多久,
我才能在你身边,
等到放晴的那天,
也许我会比较好一点.

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

2007-09-04T12:01:00.000+08:00

we had a long chat,
sorted things out.
now that you are happy,
it's me that haven gotten over you.

you are a good girl.
maybe one day i get over you,
maybe not.

affairs of the heart is complicated.
right now,
i will languish myself in mugging, and nothing else.
also MIA-ing from everything else.
till O's.

2007-09-01T14:04:00.000+08:00

也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
如果要走
请你记得我
如果难过
请你忘了我

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕

其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

我的世界你不在里面
还是无法留你在我身边
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

does anything matter now?
doubt so.

2007-08-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

Time can never mend,
The careless whisper of a good friend.
To the heart and mind,
Ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth,
Pain is the all you'll find.
should known better
I feel so unsure,
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor.
As the music dies...
Something in your eyes,
Calls to mind a silver screen,
And all its sad goodbyes.
I'm never gonna dance again,
Guilty feet have got no rhythm.
Though it's easy to pretend,
I know you're not a fool.
I should have known better than to cheat a friend,
And waste a chance that I'd been given.
So I'm never gonna dance again,
The way I danced with you.
Tonight the music seems so loud,
I wish that we could lose this crowd.
Maybe it's better this way,
We'd hurt each other with the things we want to say.
We could have been so good together,
We could have lived this dance forever...
But now, who's gonna dance with me?
Please stay.
Now that you're gone...
Was what I did so wrong?
So wrong that you had to leave me alone?

I didn't know it was love, it slowly settled upon me.
With a smile like the day's sunlight, you come my way
I thought it might be love, it quietly crept up
With eyes like the moonlight, you're smiling.
I say I want to know
When I see you I begin to shake with nervousness,
no matter how I try to turn away and tell myself it isn't true.
I'm so in love with you
But in the end, it's you.
I can't have it
but when I see you, my heart is struck with pain
No matter how I erase and forget,
I'm left with the words: in the end it wasn't me.
I know now that I've become so much like you.
When I see you, I smile
Promise you I'll show you now
I say I want to know
When I see you I begin to shake with nervousness,
no matter how I try to turn away and tell myself it isn't true.
I'm so in love with you
But in the end, it's you.
Smile again, though many things will change
like my appearance and these old memories
smile again despite the past days of hardships
I've prepared something just for you. I can't let you go
Can't you, please, look my way?
I'm standing here like this behind you,
laughing even though it hurts, smiling even though I'm sad.
I'm so in love with you, I'm right here.
Will you listen now?
To these words that I'm carefully taking out?
that I try to carefully take out
no matter how I try to turn away and say it isn't true,
I'm left repeating these words by myself, stay by my side, stay.

I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
for one last chance
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know
that I love you
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
that I love you
I have loved you all along

2007-08-29T20:11:00.000+08:00

oh yeah.
i made some new friends. forget when le. : D
1. Ttania
2. Boon Teck
3. Anne
4. Junie
the rest of them i forget their names.
paiseh ah.

2007-08-27T17:00:00.000+08:00

your portrait makes me ponder.
i know,
i will never give you up,
to anybody easily.

every word i say is true, this i promise you.
till the day my life is through, this I promise you.

2007-08-26T17:23:00.000+08:00

Tags reply:
jef: ?
Kim: relinked.
Cindy: Yeah.

Cry lyrics by Mandy Moore

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment that I saw you cry
cry..moment that I saw you cry

It was late in september
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right....

I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

2007-08-14T19:48:00.000+08:00

MIA-ing for 85 days
i only have this chance left.

2007-08-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

*8 months*

2007-08-10T15:51:00.000+08:00

follow the notes upon a journey
at first sight marks one’s destiny
when the voyage comes to an end
return lies within hasty keys

叶湘伦 ♥ 路小雨

我能遇见你
已经是很不可思议了 ...

2007-08-09T11:23:00.000+08:00

national day celebrations yesterday .
went high in school . hahas .
after that , went to the indoor sports hall .
watch basketball match .

watched 不能说的秘密 .
a touching love movie . =)
i would rate it 4/5 .

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ALL <3

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的世界
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想象你在身边在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的世界
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想象你在身边在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

2007-08-06T18:26:00.000+08:00

quite a boring day .
lessons after lessons ,
remedials after remedials ,
what's next ? prelims
O levels

time management is the key .
alright ,
tags reply :
Ttania: hahas . hello hello =)

2007-08-04T12:53:00.000+08:00

tags reply :
von: yoyoyo . you are which von ?

2007-08-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

celebrated chongwah's 16th BIRTHDAY after sch .
we bought a strawberry cake for him .
waited a while before he came .
gathered everyone and sang the birthday song .
he blew off the candles after that ,
next thing that happened, his face was on the cake .
hahas .
almost everyone pushed his head down . n1 !

alright .
that's all .
once again ,
happy 16th birthday . (:

2007-07-31T15:45:00.001+08:00

i need a energy booster pill
please ,
can anyone give me one ?

2007-07-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

begin from scratch
finish it off

that's it . =)

2007-07-25T19:07:00.000+08:00

tags reply :
jef: hahas . it's alright jef .
weixuan: adrain small kid lahs . forgive him .
weide: JOHNNY =)
Cindy: nahs . it's okays .

got prelims timetable today .
91 days to O's .

good luck all =)

2007-07-24T19:08:00.000+08:00

health check today .
i asked the nurse millions of questions . lols .
2 things she asked me to do .

1. Drink 2 glasses of milk everyday
2. Have at least 8 hours of sleep everyday

so ,
i'll sleep at 10pm from today onwards .
until further notice . :)

i'll be there always , just for you alone .

2007-07-21T12:54:00.000+08:00

i would really wish to know ,
if i ever stand a chance of your 'right' .
be it yes or no ,
i'll respect your decision =)

2007-07-20T17:29:00.000+08:00

decided to pon mass pe .
went mac with junjie and weizhong .
reached sch 8 sharp .
1st thing - tio 60 push-ups -.-

first 2 periods was PE .
played soccer .
while playing , mr lian say i owe him 40 push ups .
cause i did something wrong . =)
so after the game ,
i down 20 . still owe him 20 . =(

during soccer ,
my hp dropped 4 times .
the 4th time , the whole phone flew in the air .
how cool .
battery 1 side , cover another .

went back class .
my ipod shuffle went missing .
told adrain to take care properly liaos ,
still he lost my stuff .
nevermind ,
i have free recess from today until i graduate .
CHEERS !
no ipod shuffle liaos . happy lors adrain .
nevermind .
i'll buy ipod nano then .

a lucky day yeah ?

2007-07-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

a blink of an eye and the touch of a hand
sometimes speaks more than a thousand words

i've done what i can
but
seriously
520 :)

2007-07-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

saw the photo with junjie at assembly
taken during the sec 3 camp
so funny =)

time flies
8 months have passed

i'll be everything you need

2007-07-15T15:35:00.000+08:00

i would want to earn that RIGHT of yours .
it may be tough to earn that ,
but i'll do my best to earn it . =)

2007-07-10T17:27:00.000+08:00

didn't realise i was sick ,
i suddenly no energy . :D
couldn't finish helping xuanqi with her songs ,
sorry arhs . =(

thanks for your concern too .
so touched by your post there . *smiles*
you take care of yourself also arhs .
drink plenty of water and rest well yeah .

2007-07-09T15:57:00.000+08:00

think i flunked my chinese Oral .
sians .
suddennly ,
i found my inspiration .
Yeah .

2007-07-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

woke up at 2pm .
oh my , a shocking 15 hours of sleep .
dun know why so tired . maybe due to my neck pain .
argh , it still hurts .

beng jio-ed go his friend birthday bbq ,
but i didn't go .
will miss the fun thens .

sometimes ,
i really hope that my sincere-ness will pay off . =)

2007-07-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

school started at 10 today .
so nice arhs . can sleep a while more .
sleeping is really a nice thing .

played basketball after school which i rarely play .
quite fun arhs .
think sprained my neck sia .
very pain .
shall sleep early today .
nights .

2007-07-05T18:49:00.000+08:00

iloveyou

2007-07-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

pay first , play later .
play first , pay later .

there's this feeling somehow .
maybe some words of comfort from you will help . :)

2007-07-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

adam khoo's booster session today .
learnt how to breakthrough and endure hardships .
physical pain will go away ,
emotional pain will leave a scar behind .

3 more months to go before O's ends . =)
mug hard all . -.-

still ,
i have not given up on you .
glad you cheered up liaos . ^^

2007-07-02T15:20:00.000+08:00

created a new friendster acc .
add me at ahweis@hotmail.com . thanks yeah .
my old one got problem . =(

here's one of the photos taken on arts night .

2007-07-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

arts night was quite alright . =)
she was so pretty that night . chio sias . hahas .
bought a rose and gave it to her .
phew . -.-

chalet was a chaotic one .
when arts night ended ,
we went to watch TRANSFORMERS , after that ,
there were 7 of us left . all tired . =(
3 rich ones cabbed back chalet .
the other 4 walked back . *i was of the four*
guess what . Tampines to Pasir Ris WALK .
never try it guys .
we walked from 2am plus to 5am plus .
it was a hectic one .

when we finally reached ,
bryan opened the door .
then for no reason or what .
he just went high .
he was the main culprit ,
while everyone was so exhausted ,
he came up with all kinds of ideas to prevent us from sleeping .
5am to 7am , from funny ghost stories to using utensils and bang together .
the noise was irrating .
during the 2 hours ,
i had a few occasions that i was already in my sleep ,
this fool woke me up . argh .
well , that's for the first day of FUN we had .

second day , i woke up at 11am .
whihc was only a mere 4 hours sleep .
had breakfast at somewhere near the chalet .
then went to the beach and slacked .
after that ,
went back to chalet to rest while waiting for the night's bbq .
finally by night time ,
the noise producer was nothing but exhausted .
this time , i had a smooth sleep for once .

checked out today .
everyone was tired but had a nice time .
home sweet home .
had a bath and slept after that .

tomorrow onwards will be mugging again .
many things to be done .
still feeling tired now ,
shall sleep soon .
sayonara

2007-06-28T19:01:00.000+08:00

arts night tomorrow =)
3D 2N of CHALET FEVER tomorrow ^^

alright .
there's just some things that i don't want to say .
but ,
trust me ,
this are the true real ******** .

see you guys at ARTS NIGHT !

2007-06-21T15:54:00.000+08:00

wild wild wet DAY yesterday .
celebrated bryan's cousin birthday .
had whole lots of fun .

found this song somewhere .
quite nice yeah . here are the lyrics .

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

2007-06-19T00:02:00.001+08:00

7 months !

2007-06-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

CIP today .
quite alright lahs .
took a few pictures with Michael .

another one tomorrow .
sadsad .
so tired huhs .
catched Men In White with my cousin today .
quite joke huhs . =)

6th month today yeah ?
hahas .

2007-06-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

我期待着
因为有你
爱情才完整

2007-06-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

last day at the temporary school .
so sad huh . =(
went to the new school yesterday .
quite nice =)

had FNN today .
after that O level english seminar .
so boring . xD .

so tired .
shall have a good rest tonight .
sayonara <3

2007-06-07T14:23:00.000+08:00

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2007-06-03T01:03:00.000+08:00

collected my jeans .
Sok Huy , Hua and me went round and round searching ,
but in vain .
couldn't find any clothes that suits .

had a long walk all round town .
don't wish to elaborate .
there's a street soccer tournament at Taka .
sad .
we agreed to join next year together .

went orchard central if i not wrong .
bought 2 shirts for myself .
they still couldn't find what they want .
sad . =(

cabbed down to aljunied .
went ssc meet bryan play soccer .
On-ed BANKAI MODE . hahas .

Home sweet Home after that .
sayonara x3

2007-06-02T12:02:00.000+08:00

got my ipod shuffle yesterday .
now charging . xD .

helped transform zhong hua into shuai guy .
took a long time .
went to the Levi's store around its closing time .
tried out 2 of them .
the 1st one was very baggy . Bryan also said the same .
tried the 2nd one .
still baggy . but at least not worst then the 1st one .
then needed to alter the jeans as it was too long .

home sweet home after that !
today going get my jeans and buy the remaining items . =)

2007-05-31T20:47:00.000+08:00

bryan smsed WAKE UP .
i reluctantly opened my eyes to see the msg .
then ignored it .
continued to sleep .

half and hour later ,
woke up to prepare go play soccer .
reached ssc .
other peopple there .
then went bryan house find him .

he was sleeping also . LOL .
then slacked at his house while waiting for him .
played till noon then went makan .

went lan at aljunied there after that .
played CS .
i was the Earth
bryan Mercury
and he was owned by me . hahas .

tomorrow gonna get my ipod and Levi's jeans .
so happy !

2007-05-30T17:06:00.000+08:00

late for class today .
surprised that LFL didn't scold sias . =)
late for lesson after break time .
miss ng say do 30 push ups .
sad .

tomorrow no class . hahas .
VESAK DAY RULES !

you all (referring to those *******)
open your big eyes BIG ENOUGH
next year
i use that slip of paper
and show it IN YOUR FACE

think it's time to unleash your potential
come on
just bring it
i ain't afraid

2007-05-29T17:20:00.000+08:00

went to mug at singpost with RICH girl yesterday .
we were both tired . hahas .
left at 4 plus .

anyone knows how much is an ipod ?

2007-05-27T14:44:00.000+08:00

woke up at 1 plus today .
hahas . i ain't a pig .
just that i love sleeping . =)

dad gave me $50 to let me spend .
stunned huh .
didn't know why he gave me also .

it's going to be a quick june holidays break ,
as O's are nearing each day .

2007-05-26T16:03:00.000+08:00

miss ng said good things about me .
my mum says the opposite .
then she ask miss ng ,
if my o level's results like that ,
is it dun need study le ?

for your info ,
my results are as follows . i know it's lousy .
dun laugh at me .

ENG-C6
CHINESE-B3
MATHS-F9
COMBINED SCI-F9
COMBINED HUMANS-F9
FOOD AND NUTRITION-F9

then miss ng never reply her .
i told my mum nothing will happen .
she keep quiet after that .

think i disappointed her once again with my reuslts
sad . =(

2007-05-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

didn't update for so many days .
sorry arhs .

tomorrow's meet parents session .
wonder what miss ng going to tell my mum ,
and what my mum will reply .

Chinese O's is just next monday .
jiayous all x3

2007-05-20T12:10:00.000+08:00

不该再浪费力气
做些迂回的事情
用眼神直接对你轻声细语
你没有别的表情
总微笑转过头去
轻易解开我传送的谜
如果这样还算不上有默契
至少能代表我们都够聪明
不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
wo……yeah
一直算不准天气
错过期待的场景
没在彩虹出现那刻说爱你
你一定善解人意
知道我想的事情
所以下雨不急忙回去
la……

2007-05-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

watched 花样少男少女 .
lend the disc from my friend .
quite funny at times .

sian .
june holidays must mug like siao .
but nevermind ,
i got something in mind there .

sayonara x3

2007-05-18T19:53:00.001+08:00

6th month passed since my confession . >.<
time really flies .
still ,
i be waiting .
do i stand any chance so far ?

cherish those around you
dun let a good girl slip by
or you regret for the rest of your life

2007-05-17T20:13:00.000+08:00

i want a Levi's jeans .

2007-05-16T20:18:00.000+08:00

doctor put braces for me yesterday .
went to buy my contacts today .
maybe getting on saturday . Yeah .

2 more days to the 6th month of my confession .

非你莫属 - i really love it .
that explains why i changed the blog song .
sayonara x3

2007-05-15T19:53:00.000+08:00

Cristiao Ronaldo - world's best player =)

Barclays Player of the Month (November, December)
PFA Fans' Player of the Month (October, February)
PFA Player of the Year
PFA Young Player of the Year
PFA Fans' Player of the Year
PFA Premiership Team of the Year
Football Writers' Footballer of the Year
Barclays Player of the Season
Portuguese Footballer of the Year
Portuguese Sports Personality
Sir Matt Busby Player of the Year
Players' Player of the Year

2007-05-14T18:45:00.000+08:00

chemistry today .
seems alright ,
but still ,
*blur*

tomorrow's FNN .
then next is chinese O's .

sayonara <3

2007-05-13T11:40:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers !
it's been a long and hard journey for them
taking care of us since we were born

I would like to take this opportunity
to thank my mum for giving birth to me
though she may not see this post

I LOVE YOU MUM <3

2007-05-11T14:22:00.000+08:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
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You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Your Mind is 47% Cluttered

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How Cluttered is Your Mind?

What Your Favorite Color White Says About You:

Naive --- Innocent ---Neutral
Shy --- Serious --- Stubborn
Ethical --- Honest --- Self-Important

What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

Your Attitude is Better than 75% of the Population

You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

How's Your Attitude?

You Keep Things Chill

For you, the whole adrenaline thing is totally over rated. You'll take safety over an emergency room trip.
This doesn't mean you don't break out of your comfort zone. You just don't stray too far from it.

Are You a Thrill Seeker?

You Have Low Self Esteem 20% of the Time

Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth.
You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all.

How is Your Self Esteem?

TODAY'S THE 5TH MONTH OF THE BET
<3

2007-05-10T22:55:00.000+08:00

physics and chinese listening today .
hmm . don't know what to say =(

went soccer court play soccer
then went swimming with junjie , norman , gu boon , sok huy ,zhong hua
and our LAODA -BRYAN LIM

had lots of fun . =)
super tiring sias .

tomorrow no sch .
YAY !

2007-05-09T18:04:00.000+08:00

maths paper 2
=) >.< =(
!@#$%^&*()

guess you know what i mean
hahas
madam sharifah gave everyone a copy of the SUCEESS IN PHYSICS
*laughs*
wonder if it works

alright ,
shall go mug now .
sayonara <3

2007-05-08T00:05:00.001+08:00

等待一点一滴你对我感到安心
感觉朋友关系有了新的默契
便利商店里谁也买不到
我们最想要的东西
只握在喜欢的人手上
给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱
我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你
灵魂有了意义用每一天珍惜
便利商店里谁也买不到
我们最想要的东西
只握在喜欢的人手上
给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱
雨和天空也有相爱的可能
望着你的微笑情不自禁
给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算地球毁灭来不及流泪
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱

2007-05-06T11:28:00.000+08:00

dad's going overseas for a week
he said he going relax . LOL
well ,
tomorrow's geo .
rest early guys
you need sufficient energy to do your paper .

sayonara <3

2007-05-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

seen how F4-1 people mug before the start of paper
looked back again at my own class F4-5
what a huge difference =D
maybe explains why i am in 4-5

i should try cultivating their way of mugging
cause if i want to improve myself =)

2007-05-03T19:28:00.000+08:00

english today .
kays kays lors .

ss and maths tomorrow .
=D
how ?
let nature takes it course =)

2007-05-02T19:28:00.000+08:00

5-我
2-爱
0-你

2007-05-01T18:18:00.000+08:00

cute song yeah ? :D

2007-04-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

Chinese today .
so-so bahs .

tomorrow's going to be a busy day
MUGGING

sometimes i wonder if i should ever
just go home after school everyday
and revise and revise and revise

maybe i should do just that
time is running out for me

2007-04-29T15:29:00.000+08:00

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
那个人是你
傻女孩

all i need now for the upcoming exams is your best wishes
regardless of whatever my results will be
i will still say thanks to you

2007-04-28T15:45:00.000+08:00

TIRED

STRESS

CONFUSED